Author Archives: Glenn

Thinking of you angel. xx  

Shine on. x

Time’s not a healer. For me the passing years just make me tired. Not the kind of weariness that sleep will allow you to wake from rested. It’s a soul stretched, thinness. A spirit all skeleton and no muscle. Imagine … Continue reading →

“I  wouldn’t want to be the person who had felt as I do now and then walked – or drifted – away from that feeling until things felt better. That is precisely my problem. I prefer the idea of death … Continue reading →

I was the moon and you were my endless sky.

Seven years and she’s still dead. I think deep down I’ve never expected that she’d be dead this long, that I cant fix it and make it all get back to normal. It’s not how any days and years its … Continue reading →

Missing Lindsay today. I think it’s the Autumn leaves. Well i know it is really. Same every year.We met in the Autumn, fell in love in the Autumn and I carried her coffin through the falling leafs at the end. … Continue reading →

With your kiss my life begins. You’re spring to me, all things to me. Don’t you know you’re life itself? Like a leaf clings to a tree, oh my darling cling to me. For we’re creatures of the wind; and … Continue reading →

just sat here awake after a nightmare, another nightmare. Always the same nightmare when I sleep, and always the same heartache when i awake to find it’s still true. I miss you. xx “O lost, and by the wind grieved, … Continue reading →

"She was more than human to me. She was a Fairy, a Sylph, I don’t know what she was – anything that no one ever saw, and everything that everybody ever wanted. I was swallowed up in an abyss of … Continue reading →

well tonight’s nothing special, not an anniversary, birthday, holiday or anything like like. Tonight is just a night, just like every other. And just like every normal night I’m missing you. I Lay in bed and still cant understand why … Continue reading →

it’s still just you and me angel. do you remember our first new years eve together? There must have been a 100 people in that room. Yours was the only voice I heard that night, the only smile that mattered. … Continue reading →

"If our affections be tried, our affections are our consolation and comfort; and memory, however sad, is the best and purest link between this world and a better."   tonight as every night I miss you angel. x

This is how Lindsay and I met for the very first time. We were both walking fast down two different streets, we both just happened to reach the streets intersection at the very same moment. we both happened, at the … Continue reading →

happy anniversary. we had so many different ones, but this was one of our favourites still miss you every day angel. 

some nights i still really miss her, still seems to come as a shock. its like you go for days unknowing. Then, out of nowhere I get hit with a memory. Sometimes of something happy, something joyous, sometimes something tiny … Continue reading →

“Let them be. Let them lie unspoken of, in his breast. However distinctly or indistinctly he entertained these thoughts, he arrived at the conclusion, Let them be. Among the mighty store of wonderful chains that are for ever forging, day … Continue reading →

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This happened a few days after the funeral. well i have this wallet that i always use. always have it on me, and always know exactly what’s in there. There is obviously the section for the cash, then the little … Continue reading →

Tonight, if you’re out on the town, or maybe just still awake watching tv, or maybe you have a late night shift at work, but anyway if you’re awake at 1am tonight do me a favour and stop for a … Continue reading →

do somoething!

Late last night I lay thinking about what we did this same night six years ago. I couldn’t believe you’d never seen a shooting star, never spent a night sleeping out-doors or never been in a row boat. Well, drifting … Continue reading →

  Lindsay. 4th September, Just two days before she died. The very last picture. This is a photo of a photo, wish I had a better copy of it. In fact, I wish I had more pictures of her and … Continue reading →

Lindsay Hand Print. The night before her life support was finally turned off, I cut a lock of hair and made a print of her hand. The two things together are amongst my most treasured possessions.

Some things change, some stay the same. I know you’re smiling with me. I hope you’re listening and following along. xx

I know you’re smiling too. im never going to forget or leave you behind where ever I go.. x

well, it’s been a strange few days. I’ve thought about you a lot. I’ve thought about a lot of things these last few days. As usual the thoughts that made me happiest were also the ones that hurt the most. … Continue reading →

October 19th 2008 Hope you’re listening angel. I’ve just been sitting here remembering a day. Years ago now, but clear in my minds eye. A memory as vivid as if I could see the ghost of that day happening all … Continue reading →

Fifty ways to grieve your lover By Glenn Williams Dedicated to my angel, Lindsay Turner 01/02/1973 – 06/09/2003 We thought we had all the time in the world, yet we never wasted a second. Wisdom is learnt on the desolate … Continue reading →

and I miss you like it all only happened yesterday. need you home with me my angel. x

  Can’t believe you’d have been 35 today. I still miss you every single day. Happy Birthday Lindz x Monday for wealth, Tuesday for health, Wednesday the best day of all. Thursday for crosses, Friday for losses, Saturday no day … Continue reading →

I miss you so much angel

I’m sorry for all the things we’ll never do for all the places we never got to see I’m sorry for the all times we’ll never share and for all the children we’ll never have I’m sorry for the days … Continue reading →

Well it’s been four years today since I lost you and I miss you as much as ever. I can’t face going to the crem today angel. I know you’ll understand. Love you as much as ever. xxx g

Even when I’m laughing. x

I miss you so much tonight angel. I’ve no one else to tell so here I am again. I still don’t know what to do without you Lindsay; I’m trying but it’s not getting any easier. Lindsay and me, sitting … Continue reading →

Hi everyone. Somehow my space got deleted. I’m just about to start rebuilding it. I lost all my posts, pictures and friends etc. So please drop back soon when I’ve got it back up and running again. Hope you all had … Continue reading →